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June 29 Matrix Operator Platform revived!June 21 Sat Dish Installed!I just installed a satellite dish on the exterior of my computer room. Now I have access to CNN, BBC, MSNBC, Australia Network, HBO, Discovery and a dozen of Sat Radio transmissions. With the 2m exclusive ADSL boradband connection and a Wifi modem, the dual-monitor working platform truly becomes something of an "operator's haven". I'll get a picture of the platform once it's cleaned up... It's so messy now that I'm ashamed to leave any part of it on a public record. I'm getting better at the TV job, effciency reached a new high. Never believed I could have done things in just one day when normally it takes a skilled dude 3 days to finish. My workload record has been NO.1 in the team for almost 3 months now, no freaking idea why it turned that way. I NEVER ASKED to do that much. All were assignments. With this kind of mission one after another, I'm beginning to watch more and more Rambo sort of movies, meaning I'm more likely to accept whatever shitty topics and try my best to do a good job instead of thinking and arguing the legitimacies of the topic with my overburdened superiors. After all, a soldier's obligation is to obey, not to think. We are producing a 365 day-each-day-30min-talkshow, with background reports and mini interviews in between segments, with no more than 7 producers. 'Tis real joke coming true, but here, in China, nothing is impossible(Addidas), or shall I say... Everything is possible (Li Ning) *Grin* June 13 GaokaoBefore you read anything, it's better to have a look at this short piece of backgrounder I wrote for the program Dialogue. In the process of making this edition, I began to realize the credibility problem of comtempory Chinese has very deep roots stemming directly from education.
This year's Gaokao questions for Chinese composition is, as always, an imposition of attitudes, values, stances... questions that have very strong prefereces. The worse consequences from such rulings are explicit, to tell the students to lie and pass or tell the truth and fail. In the following paragraphs I'll be a student, but a hypothetic one of course:
What if you're not living a poetic life? What if it's a life in a barn or a life plagued by various miseries? Should I pretent I'm content with everything and happy about life and believe that even if both of my parents are sacked is actually a poetic thing?
First one ridiculous, bad metaphor. I've no idea how those two things could have any connections. Second one is again telling me to lie. What if I like Chinese and enjoy everything about it, but don't like the first topic, do I have to pretend that I don't Chinese?
Lucky I'm neither from Anhui nor have to participate in this year's Gaokao. The first reaction when I see this is "What's wrong with the question maker's brain, short-circuited?" Apparently I'll write a passionate article bashing the question maker, sarcastic maybe, but will be an excellent and readable composition, given that I'm fully prepared for getting a zero on the test paper. If I want to get by, I'll have to lie and talk big.
What if I don't feel any joys at all about this exam? What if I'm totally pissed? Should I pretent there are things I like about it? Great, have to lie again. If students are taught like this, that you don't get anywhere if you refuse to lie and be faithful to your true thoughts. The final product that comes out of this education system will be monotonously hypocrites, ones that are used to lying and uncomfortable with telling what they really think. In many ways I feel lucky because I've been cautiously avoiding poisioned by the toxic influence from the system. That also explains why I sometimes have problems with authorities, ever since I was a elementry school kid and was leading a rebellion against imposed bean-milk drinking. I was invited a few times to the principal's office, giving me serious warnings and all. Never ever did I yield and gave up the compaign, being in the position of a principal doesn't mean everything you do is correct. If I don't like the low quality bean-milk that the shool offers(low in quality means more profit for the same price), I can say no and buy drinks from stores outside the school. Why do I and the rest of my classmates HAVE to drink it while the school profits from the shabby milk? After a week's struggle or so. My class, out of all classes, enjoyed exclusive freedom to choose what we like to drink. Sorry for the rest of the classes, the school insist that they drink what's offered, since they had no objections. In many ways I felt unlucky becuase you're in the system, you must get along with people used to lying. The get by here is to ... assimilate some of the morally incorrect qualities into your own, to be able to sympathize and think from others' shoes. That being said, I'm shamed to say that there were times that I lied, no matter out of kindheartedness or not, the end does not justify the means. June 11 Shemale?It's pretty hilarious today when I met a "gentleman" today in a bank. Well, I was with my colleague DQ in the Construction Bank of China waiting in a queue. There were quite a few people before our numer is called upon. Out of sheer boredom we started people watching. Suddenly this gentleman came in. We first thought it was a man becuase she dressed up exactly like what a middle anged Chinese man would. A checked shirt, a wide waist belt with a big male-buckle and... a pair of western suit pants... something that almost every Chinese middle age man would wear, kind of diminishing each's individuality. Only after she turned her face round were we able to tell that's a SHE... DQ's first reaction was " Is that a shemale?". That gave me the best laughter of the day. Is this the new image of Chinese business women who must sit together with other men and bargin for a better deal? What a tough world it is for them! That they even have to dress up like a man? To look more assertive and confident? I don't know, but the looks itself is amusing enough. June 01 Well, I'm Still AliveDespite my several months' disappearance from Cyberspace, I've been acutally healthy and everything is pretty smooth. The completion of Lonely Planet Brazil Volume tranlation was followed by another commission from CUC publishing house. This time it's a text book, Essentials of Advertising. It fuels one's vanity to imagine that when college students borrow books from the library or go to classes with this book, they'll be reading my efforts. Given that excuse I can't blame the meager commission fee.
It's the jogging season and I've been jogging 5 kms every other day, with the original soundtracks of Spartan 300 playing, I imagine myself thrusting into the enemy battle formations while in reality it's just jogging on a carless open road at night... a little perverted, I know... silly me~, but the sheer visual effects of the Spartan soldiers' remarkable muscle and their bodily perfection serve as a good stimulus and helps greatly reduce the physical discomfort and mental boredom of jogging. I've cut my hair as short as possible to the point that many colleagues called it a "Prison Break" head. Well, I guess I've just broken out from winter's hibernation, my body shouts for some work out.
The stocks indexs of both bourses have witnessed some fluctuations in the past weeks. Some people made millions, others lost substantially. My little fund depreciated a little bit, but still the net value per share is much higher than the cost, meaning I'm still making money, just less than a few weeks ago. This is not surprising, because the fund holds mainly securities company's stocks. When the stamp tax was raised from 1‰ to 3‰ this week, the transaction cost rose dramatically especially for short term speculations. Therefore the number of transactions made per day droped and directly led to the profit decline of securities companies.
Another business that's been taking up most of my leisure time is the online gaming on a private server. My avatar, an archer equipped with +13 Bow is level 104 now and is still 16 level below the leveling threshold. It's expected to reach 120 in about 2 weeks, well, If I play a lot that is...
However, that's because timing is not correct for a romance to happen, I don't think I'm going to play computer games a lot when my future companion shows up. In fact, I might even quit it for good. Darn @_@ where is she~~~? |
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